Monday, December 22

Yes, I'm finally back home, or rather, I was actually home away from home... Anyhow, I'm just woke from sleep (yes, I'm a pig, I know) and ate my dinner. Just feeling a little sick from jetting all over, and I feel as if I just got out from a bus ride, as if Kuching was just a bus ride away (Well, almost, if you compare the time taken for me to get to school and the time I spent on flight).

You think I must be mentally unbalanced. I know I am. At least for this period of time till I readjust back to the person I was before the trip. Kuching trips always do that to me, and I find myself crying despite several self-admonishments. I'm not weak. But I'm just sensitive to such things. It's a way of letting go of yourself to feel what you have lacked, and to weep away your grievances.

I'm still trying to figure out the sole reason why I feel so much for these trips. Maybe it's because I'm permanently away, or maybe it's just some kind of chemistry that erupted from its dormant state. Whatever it is, it's making me behave so weirdly I can't believe it's me.

Whatever happened to the old and cheery me? I'm still sobbing...

Posted by Isabelle at 9:51 pm

Wednesday, December 10

It's an ungodly hour to be up, but I love the midnites I spend in front of this com... So... Yes, I'm in Kuching, and yes, it is a custom to say to for all trips that "I'm having fun, and please don't miss me"... Haha... Though I haven't really been out all these few days... God, I'm trapped at home...

Posted by Isabelle at 11:47 pm

Tuesday, December 9

Hmm... Suddenly my house feels kinda squeezy... My grandma and er gu moved in with us, and then plus the rest of us... That's squeezy...

Posted by Isabelle at 9:03 am

Yep, this is belle, reporting live from Kuching... Hehe... I'm just feeling crazy... Wahaha...

Posted by Isabelle at 8:59 am

Sunday, December 7

*Punches the air in victory* I finished SAT!! Wahaha.... Great feeling, like a load off my shoulders... Wonderful... And I'm flying off tml... =)

Posted by Isabelle at 12:32 pm

Friday, December 5

Yeah! SAT is tomorrow! No, I'm not happy because SAT is coming, it's just means that I am only left with 2 days before I depart for Kuching... *grins* Yeah!

Posted by Isabelle at 9:26 pm

Tuesday, December 2

Ok, I have concluded that guys my age are either too infatuated with every other girl they see, or they haven't outgrow video games (Come to think of it, I haven't too!). I don't know why, but in sec 4, they are still fine, and they act fine, but once they reach 17, their hormones start to react very violently, producing immature brain cells. I mean, really, REALLY immature.

I think I'm getting a little too sexist... But never mind...

Posted by Isabelle at 9:56 am

Monday, December 1

Hey, I'm just feeling bored, but currently it feels just right to tell you guys... I'm not in love!!!!!!!!! Muahaha...................... Yes, I'm just feeling bored... Pardon me...